kitkat

Ironic it seems to be so tired and feel exhausted
even after malingering all day in the office.
I wasted my time blog hopping and surfing the net.
Going no where.
I'm almost 75% done with the book.
the identity of the mysterious Orange Girl has been revealed.
It was his childhood sweetheart.
Forgotten after the girl move-out on their neighborhood when they were seven.
Fascinating after theorizing who she was.
Even a minute clue or glimpse of toddler memory did not occur to Georg.
"How can anyone differentiate a caterpillar to a butterfly", He said.
Yes maybe he's correct.
A full metamorphisized person can be deceiving.
An interesting question he asked that if your looking for certain person,
is it better to stay on a certain place,(maybe seat on a center of the busy park or mall)
wait and try identify everyone if she's the one or try move from
place to place, wishing that you'll bump into her during your random search.
Maybe the probability is infinite. The chances are almost nil that you'll find her.
But there's fate.
I wondered if we all try to wait and not search for the person we wish
to be with, just surrender to fate that she will come, no one will ever
find the right one.
Even molecules have to move constantly even in solid state and find its equilibrium.
Hoping for a H-bond or covalent bond.
Unfortunately we are diluted and on ionic bond.
Very unstable, sensitive and easily distracted.
Catastrophic.
Yesterday during my afternoon, siesta-time, eyes opened
typing words and numbers that unnecessary for the project, I decided to stop and
go out for a cigarette break.
"It's like ten thousand fools when all you need is a knife - - A. Morissette"
Strolled around Queen's tower (mall)
Yes our office is literally a mall.
What more can you ask?
Saw starbucks. Had a frap.
Quite more expensive than manila's starbucks...
but what the heck i need it!
When I returned to my desk, I emailed her.
Asked if she's busy which I think it is the "stupidest"
question you'll ever ask.
But had the intuition that she needs a break.
So, I invited her to go down get to her senses and get her insanity
A 10 min break. Kitkat break.
She emailed back and told me she'll see me downstairs.
As soon as I saw her reply, I rushed to elevator.
Damn, when the door of the elevator opened, I saw my boss coming out.
I just smiled and ignored him. hihihi =>
I thought she's joking.
She's not there.
No, she there.
She's done with her kitkat break.
Technological lapse! the message I think is 5 minutes delayed
that's why i'm late.
But of course i wont let the opportunity pass without grabbing her
with another kitkat...