There are just things money cant buy

Bought a car a few days ago. I havent used it because I still have the rent a car provided by the company.
It was a risky move since I just been here for two months. Un-secured and not yet permanent in the work. But cars are necessity here. Hindi pang porma lang or para masabi lang..

America is a land of big promises.
You get big bucks if you work hard. Bawal ang tamad.
Since I came here, its a mental torture. I am not an experienced engineer and it a big challenge for me to work like a true process engineer. Hndi lang nose-bleed kung hndi internal hemmorhage. People expect a lot from you and all eyes are on me.
I thought Im doing ok but still not enough. whheeew..
I'm used of people telling me what to do... waa darn.. shoulda, wouda, couda...
study more..

Its more than a week that Ive been staying with my house-mate art.
Well, got no problem with although he got this attitude that gets into you. Scruciatingly boastful and arrogant. I have to use with him. Got no place to stay for at least 6 months. Like he said, I still have no credit history (no credit card with enough Fico or credit points) and I have no choice but to share his rent expenses while I build my credit.


Feeling ko nga just like Dorothy said in Jerry Maguire movie (with tom cruise)- just watched this last night on dvd. Im a 25 years old but trapped in a 30 year old body. Im maturing more and growing faster. Everything is demanding. From work to family to friends to everything. I even forgot when was the last time I stopped and breathe. Really stopped and breathe...

World is becoming complex for me. And I am yet hopefully half of my lifetime.

I have money (not enough savings yet).. but there are things that money cant buy.