ordinary solitude

As the 5pm office out yesterday, I find myself nothing to do.

I texted my friend for a coffee.
But I found myself reading another lame excuse.
Why is that you feel that someone isn't sincere on their excuses.
You can catch their fickleness between those SMS.

So, what left was me.
I myself and my credit card.
I strolled madrigal and proceeded to town center.
Well the solace of a mall is much that I need.
...vox populi of shopaholic. =>

Well even though got no cash, I was able to burn few hundreds for a book.
I need a fresh book.
I found myself getting a book my Marquez.. "Hundred years of solitude"
Since I havent finished the book by Greene,may be this could be my driving force.
Aside from a modern classic novel, I also basketed an easy reading.. Reader's Digest.
I should have started reading this material when I was in Elementary!
Good for the mind and full of intersting stories.

However the night did not started with flicking of pages.
A typical me..
Had a call by my close friend in college.
We talked about her lovelife and tragedy she is now facing.
She's now working in a call center, almost a Team Leader.
That's what you become if your bold and beautiful.
She just broke up with her 4 year BF because she met sombody else in her office.
Her boyfriend was my "katokayo"
Same zodiac sign.
So I can imagine how the franctic and delirious he became when this happened.

I dont have the liberty to tell the whole story.
I just want to share that awful love can be.
Love can complicate a simple life we have.
I find myself no one but having a simpler life.
I can eat what I want.
Smoke N number of sticks.
Get drunk and enjoy the company of barkada.
Watch the movie I like.

Nobody to make me feel grumpy and doleful...

But sometimes alone...