Fresh Start

It took me three movies to realize that this new year means a brand new start.
It's been cranky and so busy for me. And I think it would be the same fuckin cranky and super
hectic for me this year.

I spent by the way Christmas in San Jose. Almost San Francisco but not. It's near Silicon Valley.
I celebrated with Ramos Family. My cousins on father side.
They are the closest relative I have here in US. My cousin's house in Vacaville is so big, it inspired me to dream to have one of my own. But goodluck! I cant afford it. I have to multipy 5 times my salary to afford it.
"Dont ever let anyone say you cant have your dream... not even me" - Will Smith in the movie Pursuit to Happiness.
Hehehe I can have one! Sure thing it's already in my list.


My holiday was interrupted by work. I have to prepare the P&ID and some documents for this weeks HAZOP in Canada. I was quite disappointed. I was not invited to participate in the meeting. The Blondie girl who was just involve in the project for two weeks are set to go.
I worked my ass for this project. Little appreciation please!!!

"What About me... What about my feelings" - Jennifer Hudson in Dreamgirls.

Picking the other person seems degrading. But Jennifer showed me that success is given at your own time and stage. Jennifer's innate talent and powerful voice didn't kill her instead showed that she's a star at her own right. I will always dream. Maybe not now.. May not yet today.. The light is not on me yet.

This new year is a fresh start for me. I have another 365 days. I have to surpass again new sets of problem. I have to meet new people. I have to learn new things. I have to discover new things. I have to re-create my own. For better. For the best.

"To find new beginning" - Apocalypto of Mel Gibson