Got A DVR

Now i have no reason to miss a show. But of course i have to be aware that the show is on. Little things to reward myself. Selfish. If that's the only reason i'll be happy, i wont have second thoughts. I had a pizza and buffalo wings after realising that living to the fullest is not a bad idea. Queen Latiffa in her movie-- Last Holiday which i watched ON demand regrets of expanding her possibilities in to realities a little bit too late. But there is no such thing as never too late. Not until your dead of course. Having most satisfying meal or your extravagant clothes are the things that made her happy. So be it! But of course those are the things that she doesnt have. Being happy is satisfying all what you need and feeding your ego. In philosophy there are levels of happiness. Being happy is accepting you dont need anything else and your are satisfied. Happiness that money cant buy. Sounds like a credit card ad but its true. For now, I, not happy. Because i dont have what I want. I want more. More than you can imagine. Not only tangible things but also intagible. But since I'm young, I am settling for tangible things first. Im gettin myself an I-phone! even if cost me fortune... hehehehe