void and intellectual masturbation

It's been a fantastic week for me.
A new project and a new set of aura.
A new pumps to design...
20 sets more and I'm a certified bomba king!

However it wont stop me from timing-out at 5pm to release all pressures not on PSV's but on surreal laughter.
I was with kaye and dada, together with the mokongs jom and warin " bisaya accent for warren"

I was with them because they think I was broken hearted and maybe afraid of me hanging myself upside down on the tenth floor while singing "obla di obla da... life goes on...BRA!"

I can still have my senses intact and has a normal beautiful mind..

One thing that I like myself is that after all the challenges and dilemma I experienced, I think I never succumed from it...
Just put VOID on it and i'm done.. no questions asked.

I am very optimistic and strong person..
And a very simple.. "mababaw"

I dont like to be sad and too serious

I hate when joke becomes like a father's homily...
takes a couple of minute to digest and reflect... may lag time sa response time..
"maybe the brain needs to be upgrades with PID control sytem!"

But I think I got myself to blame... no one else! gago ako eh!
I never really started whatever it should have been started..

But anyway It's not what i'm into at the moment..

It's good to have found someone maybe my alter ego.

this is the same dilemma that my another friend is going through.
She likes - - "not sure about then word love" her bf but she seems
lost because something missing.

sabi nya it doesnt satisfy her in a way that intellectual masturbation gives.

Nothing connects except physical attraction and some small unchallenging conversations.
The girls is uniquely talented and smart.
almost too radical..
but the current bf is a typical bf... cute and kind but in a sense.. - common!

the question now, do you find someone who is completely you or a person whose so much different in polarity that attractions becomes so indestructible?

Whatever it is you have to void someone and choose!

tough huh?