kaya pa!

It so hard! Di ko na kaya! Ang hirap ng lahat lahat nasa balikat mo. Parang walang ng hangin. Parang walang ng panahon para mapahinga namn.

Im on my mid-20 but it feels huge responsibility.

My dad is on his 2nd hospital. He suffered a mild stroke and now recuperating in Makati Med. I dont know how I much more I can take. I always pray that I hope the Lord wont give me too much cross. But I know this wont last. I believe and I have faith.

I know my mom is in deep shit. I am the only one she can lean on. In times of difficulties I am always the one who holds the answer. Fuck shit. It doesnt mean that since Im in the US, I have tons of money.

Who's to blame? I blame them partly. They didnt plan their life well. Filipino parents trust their life to their kids when they get old. WATFUCK! They should have saved. Where's the savings? Insurance. OMG! Mark my word, when I get old, I have money to get a heart bypass operation. I wont trust it to my kids.

Sana matapos na to. Habang dumadaan ang araw, parang bumibigat lalo. Di ako c superman!

LORD thank you for all. Help me in this very low part of my life.